a prayer for the future

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Let me laugh for the sheer joy of laughing; laugh for the feeling of freedom that follows after a smile that can no longer contain itself.

Let me cry over things both beautiful and heartbreaking; cry unashamed to shed the tears that bind us in our brokenness.

Let me sing, let me shout, let me rise to great heights, unafraid of the name or the fame. With words and a pen, my voice and each choice, making this message heard, trying 

to the very end. Let me see things strange in the mundane, see what You saw in a girl with great flaws, yet You called me by name.

 Let me cast off the fear that has shackled me, cast off the weight of the worries I carry.

Let me marvel at the every wonder, at every star, at every tree, at every breath, every step, every beat of this unsteady heart.

Laughing, crying, singing, sighing, trying - there's nowhere to go if I'm on my own, but with You, I will find 

my identity.

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Written: April 21, 2020


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  1. UnknownAugust 27, 2020 at 11:32 PM

    I love this! It's so well thought out and passionate!

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    1. Olivia BelleAugust 29, 2020 at 12:30 PM

      Why thank you! I'm so glad you enjoyed it; thanks for reading!

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