case file

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I tried to write about love, but  
everything I want to express has already been written.

(a shelf weighed down by vinyl records, decades of lyricisms for love and heartbreak.)

I forced myself to write about love, but 
I can't remember what I saw in you the first time -- I don't even know if I want you anymore. 

(a case file with faded photographs, all proof too dated and aged for the detective.)

I started to write about love, but 
it strained my thoughts and muddled my feelings too much to try.

(a never-ending book, an unsolvable puzzle, pages and pieces scattered over the floor.)

I wanted to write about love -- about you -- but

(a smudged page, gray marks from words I tried to take back.)  

at least I know I tried.





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originally written in February 2021, revised in April 2021. Image from unsplash.

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